when i look at him i see all
those memories of us. and i wonder
if maybe he`s seeing them too.
+School was ok today, i mean it is always ok. I just go to see my friends and see him. I like him a lot. and he told me a couple of days ago that he liked me too. which i found supprising and i don’t even know whats going on between us both. Somedays we talk, other days we don’t. We both like each other, but are to afraid start the convo. So Yeah.
I wanna be the girl that’s good for him, you know? The one he changes for. And the one, even if i’m not physically with him, I’m always on his mind. And he thinks i’m the best thing that’s ever happened to him.
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I saw this sexy man today at my school again! Turns out my friend is Monti (the dude in the pics) brother!!!!! i had no idea, until i foud out like 3 days ago, ive been friends with monti’s brother since like last year, and Monti Montanez Is a GREAT singer, love him, today i saw him in my school picking up his brother and i almost fainted, i was shaking SO bad, man he is 100000000000000x hotter in person, ill guarantee you that! ive seen him like a total of 5 times in this past week! HAHAHA! But i havent had the guts to talk to him, i would faint :o HAHAHAHAH!
baby, i can bless you when you ain’t even sneezin.
+It’s just hard, you know? I look at you, and it hurts so much to know that we can’t be together.
+How do people, like, not curse? How is it possible? There are these gaps in speech where you just have to put a “fuck.” I’ll tell you who the most admirable people in the world are: newscasters. If that was me, I’d be like, “And the motherfuckers flew the fucking plane right into the Twin Towers.” How could you not if you’re a human being? Maybe they’re not so admirable. Maybe they’re robot zombies.
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